Illusion

There are times that we will be in some kind or some form of illusions that we could not get out from it to find out more and more. The inner soul releasing some urge to see through on the other side which I wanted to know more. What could that be if I go deeper? Could I fly or in other dimension? Is this my self-creation of illusion?

Lately, some forms of illusions keep on popping in and out of my brain. During my sleep, these illusions visiting me with some form of shapes and words but I could not understand the meaning behind but I could feel it with my full senses. I have a good sleep and also interim 2 hours sleep that woke me up with that form of illusion.

Imagining in the other world during your sleep is never a joke. Once you wake up from it, you will feel extremely tired and still thinking that if it is real. I was there almost every night with different scenarios. I do not know why I was there and I treated that as the illusions that I can experienced without worrying the results.

Do you experience that? I am not afraid about it but curious why is this happening on me without any hints for me to realized that I am the chosen one. What I mean is for me to experience the unbelievable in another form of dimension that I myself never think of in print my step on it. Am I in my own illusion again while writing all these to all of you who read? Maybe or maybe not.

In one of the night, I was walking and heard people talking with laughter and jokes. It is a language that I never encountered before. I am in my dream again. An illusion dream that I had brought in some facts or reality into it to create some divisional dimensions era for myself to seek the truth. The heart that had been frozen long time after the incidents that I could not bear that would happen again. Any intended fire will not melt or amend the heart that I once left behind.

The illusion starts and make me going deeper to see what will that be? In reality, close dear friends intended to tell me what's love and what's not. To my own view, what is that actually? A simple question that leads to many unintentional answers that I have known. Illusion kicked in again at that time. It also arose my soul to be deepen into the sealing that I have created without any codes to decode. It will be to break out from the illusion and then I will know what could be done or could not be done.

Do I want to do so? The inner voice always tell me to step aside and combine all into one that could generated some form of reality out from the illusion that I might have formed it. The power of self will not allow that to happen as if I do not leap out from the illusion that I have created it my own, I will the stay there forever even I am back to reality world. What lies behind, let it buried there.

I still wish the illusion happened. I wanted to drill into more of the mystery of other form of characters that could bring some specialty to me to understand the other side of the world. Obviously, it is not those floating woo-hoo type but this is something like a magical untouchable object that I could talk to them like I touch those phobia animals. I don't always feel that way but sometimes when this so-called illusion hits me with hallucination that I might be in there to decide what's next.

I always have clear mind in such blurry situation that no one could ever imagine. What is that again? I always asked myself. I keep it simple and never wanted to change the actual story but added some of my own magic sprinkle to see the color of the scene or sometimes just quietly go without a good bye.

Now, I understand why I can't proceed further in my emotion but only towards family and friends whom I cared because the frozen is yet to be melted with a strong bond fire that will again lit up my life. A simple illusion that could drawn me into but I could pull out whenever I wanted to with clear and precise decision.

What will be my next illusion?